itslastcall

i know i'm ok the way i am; stop telling me that (please don't).
i just... want to be more (i'm ok, right?).
or feel more full ( you're enough, i know I KNOW).
i talk to you about it all the time but you just tell me what i already know
(i can't remember the last time i heard you).

i dont know what i'm asking for. i just need something....
You're God. you should know what that something is.

am i being too demanding?
my life is pretty good. what more could i ask for?
oh God