itslastcall

I have yet another mid-term tomorrow... biology. i'm really enjoying the course. its fun to find out how plants grow, how we grow, how all the beautiful little details of this plant co-ordinate to make a grand picture.

and yes, i am procrastinating. *sigh*

i just want to say one more thing.

there is something so releasing in making a spectical of yourself in a public place (especially here) because... all of these definitions you're trying to live up to... all of these ideas you are trying to portray to others about who you are or at least who you want to be... these things fly out the window, and you find yourself bare, real, and still standing on two feet, surviving. the social order doesn't collapse and you still have people who like you. actually like you. freedom? yes. i think so.